I basically went on a mission, to brainwash myself out of
any negative thinking or feelings of anxiety. I had been given an insight by a spiritual
teacher, who channeled a personal message to me. He said “lessons in trust; change
the thoughts, change the reality.” Sounds kind of vague, I know. But it’s not. What’s
interesting about the way “hear” things when have been asking for answers
versus when someone just handing out unsolicited advice, or some random crap I
read in a blog; just for instance…. Is that I hear it, and immediately get it,
and have an uncontrollable compulsion to apply it to my life. This struck me as
more than an abstract concept. I was going to get to work on changing my
thoughts. Then it occurred to me…36 years of thought patterns and perception of
what my reality is needed to be
undone. I thought, what I think about my life and state of the union had been brainwashed
into me, and I am going to brainwash myself out of believing any of it.
It sounds insane, and I don’t know how else to describe my
thought process, but it was as if a light bulb went on and I had a glimpse of
my potential to free my mind from the confines of what I was “perceiving” my
physical 3 D reality to be. I was going to hurl myself into a state of denial.
Anything that wasn’t feeling good, looking good or going good, I was just going
to turn my cheek the other way and make up a new story. Anything that needed
immediate attention and I just didn’t have a solution for, I was going to hand
over to the universe to solve and not worry about it. I bought myself a pass to
the Scandinavian spa, and spent as much time as I could, in a complete state
relaxation, in nature and cedar sauna contemplation and I fantasized about a
life that didn’t exist. I began listening to Abraham-Hicks and positive mind
movies from youtube incessantly on my iPhone. I read books, downloaded audio
books and literally went on a positive affirmation rampage. Below I will share
with you a couple of my favorite “mind movies” to get you going. I highly
recommend that you go on you tube, on any subject matter you would like to see
in your reality and watch and listen to 10 minute clips on the subject. But the
most important part of the exercise is to pretend like you are actually
experiencing what it is you are wanting. I would sit in the hot tub at the
Scandinavian and design my dream home. I would imagine walking in the door, the decor
the rugs; the living breathing day to day life there… let me tell you, it’s the
bomb. Sadly, I stopped doing it too soon. I got distracted and haven’t yet
manifested it, but I was starting to get some pretty freaky feedback from the universe
that told me it was possible and all I needed to do was stay happy and in the
flow of life. I will share more on those crazy signs, and some real awesome,
last minute miracles that will shock and amaze you; later.
Now, I get not everyone has the luxury of spending several
hours a week in an outdoor bath house to help really clear the mind, but you
have to realize that years and years of perceived reality, naysayers and
painful experiences isn’t going to switch over to happy thoughts without some effort;
and I guess that’s why I labeled my transformational work as “brainwashing”
because that it the degree of attention I will willing to give it. I had an
amazing minister in the new age church I used to go who always said “…you want
to heal your money, your relationships, and your disease people? Get to work on
them! Get in the flow of the creative process and quit hiding out here in
church!” he was awesome. You have to get to work on it. And I am getting back
to work on it too.
This is a great clip by Abraham-Hick, she is a channel for a collective consciousness called Abraham and her teachings are responsible for the movie The Secret
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